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yetme

yetme

Arcanist
Oct 20, 2019
486
how would you prefer to get on the bus? totally sober or numb yourself with drugs and alcohol?
 
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Unspoken

Member
Jan 12, 2020
57
Going to use some alcohol and benzos, just to numb and make SI a little less. Plus I like being drunk/high so might as well enjoy it a little.
 
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Kassender

Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
263
Ill have to be drunk

A lot, or ill overthink it
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
462
Depends. If I had a choice I would be drunk but I am also a spontaneous person so may do it sober.
 
Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
140
I'll do SN so I have to be sober unfortunately
 
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deletedaccount30982

Illuminated
Mar 10, 2020
3,429
how would you prefer to get on the bus? totally sober or numb yourself with drugs and alcohol?
i hate the taste of alcohol so i just don't drink it, don't like the way it makes me feel either. so sober, for one thing i'd probably throw up if i used alcohol with it
 
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Matthias_k

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Apr 18, 2020
247
Neither. I just wanna feel relaxed. A few benzos will do the job.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Id love to numb myself with something but in reality it'll probably be just sober.
 
SleeplessSoul

SleeplessSoul

Student
Apr 10, 2020
131
I'm hoping to be sober. I want to be in complete control and aware of what I'm doing. If I use CO though I might have a small glass of wine (or schnapps and lemonade! I don't drink anymore but that was my go to drink)
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,860
I'll have to be sober. Last thing I want is to screw up, shoot my face off and live, like that poor girl in Mississippi.
 
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