So tired

[Hystearical]

God I am so tired. I just ordered SN so let's hope everything happens without incidenr. If I do end up receiving it, well see what it's like grappling with SI. I have another potential method but I'm unsure about that. I wish I were Canadian or a citizen of somewhere it's legal so I could apply for a peaceful assisted death. Just to have a guarantee and the opennness. I think I deserve that much.

People always say of you kill yourself you'll miss out on this and that. Well I've endured quite a few ueatse and I've had some positive experiences I suppose I'm grateful for but in the end I'm right back at point A.

 

[chronicphysicalpain]

What's the issue that brought you to this point?

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel tired of this existence and your feelings are understandable, we should be able to have the option of a peaceful assisted death, it should be a human right. We should not have to do suicide research or worry about the method potentially failing, we have already suffered enough in life. I wish you the best and I hope that you find freedom from what you are going through.

 

[hellispink]

I am so tired too.

 

[Hystearical]

What's the issue that brought you to this point?

A lot of things. I'm tired of talking and thinking about them all lol. I hope you understand.

 

[shootemallagain]

can you dm me to send the sn link?

 

[outrider567]

God I am so tired. I just ordered SN so let's hope everything happens without incidenr. If I do end up receiving it, well see what it's like grappling with SI. I have another potential method but I'm unsure about that. I wish I were Canadian or a citizen of somewhere it's legal so I could apply for a peaceful assisted death. Just to have a guarantee and the opennness. I think I deserve that much.

People always say of you kill yourself you'll miss out on this and that. Well I've endured quite a few ueatse and I've had some positive experiences I suppose I'm grateful for but in the end I'm right back at point A.

'You'll miss out on this or that' nothing to miss if you don't enjoy anything anymore

 

[ForeverLonely82]

'You'll miss out on this or that' nothing to miss if you don't enjoy anything anymore

Ain't that the truth. Every day is the same and things that were once enjoyable no longer are. won't miss shit. Only the "blessed' and "fortunate" may have things to look foward to. The rest of us just CTB or just exist until we no longer do.

 

[Lost Magic]

me too. I have been drinking vodka tonight, so the emotions are high. My heart breaks for you all on here. We deserve better.

 

[GhostNote]

Yes so exhausted. Three years of misery with my condition. Things got a little better for a few months and I got some functionality back, then a minor incident made things worse than ever and destroyed everything.