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LooksAtMoonDog

LooksAtMoonDog

Too Long in the Wasteland
Nov 10, 2020
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Of course you can't really fight entropy, it's just the ultimate losing battle.

I haven't had a bad life, in fact many ways a good one, but I just don't see anything in the future that's worth going on with. I don't really want anything life offers, and find it increasing difficult to do anything. Laundry, shopping; Jesus I'll just have to do them again next week. Etc.

Nothing ahead but more bother over nothing, more effort, more disability, more loss, more pain.

Feel like I could just sit down in my comfy chair and do nothing till I die, but dehydration would probably drag me to the faucet.

OK, just ranting, rambling...
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
I concur. Except I've had so much fuckin' misery in my life,I feel:enough!
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
I can relate to it. It's hard finding motivation to do anything. Even eating food seems like a chore
 
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hÊšll

hÊšll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
the concept of entropy is not too familiar to me, but i think i can get what you mean and i can only hope once we die we won't be subjected to it anymore and that we will be free from any life abuse...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,667
I can relate to this, I feel very tired and I lack the energy to carry on with life. I dread the future and it is a horrible feeling knowing I could potentially have decades left of this. I just want to fall into an eternal sleep.
 

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