Venting So tired of everything. Kicked when I'm down

[BeautifulMosaics]

So tired of everything. Kicked when I'm down. Already felt afraid and unsure at new job and needed just encouragement and now I've got my mother catastrophizing about my future. Might just take an advance, order my stuff, book hotel and CTB on Friday/Saturday.

I'm not strong - That's what trauma, constant stress and a emotional breakdown worth two lifetimes does to you. And on top of it I was "weaker" than everyone else to begin with. Naturally, those weaknessnes are what put me in the position to experience my trauma. I'm just tired of being strong. I've had enough. I'm not a superwoman I'm a human being.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is tiring. I have always been mentally weak and it is why I have struggled with life from the start, life is simply not for me. I'm sorry you are suffering. There is only so much we can cope with as humans anyway. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Lifessocruel]

You'll still young you can turn it around! It ain't easy but something might pop up around the corner, you might get a big break that could change your life and give you a new perspective on life. Whether its finding a new passion or moving out of what sounds a chaotic homelife.
When i was around your age i felt the same completely lost and I didn't have a job for years but i made new friends and then got a lucky break and it changed my life overnight and lead me into starting up my own business.