Venting So sick of this ...

[deathisnear]

I am so ready and focused to ctb ,,, but I am so frustrated. Apparently the world doesn't know I want to ctb, because more shit keeps getting added to my plate everyday. Just when I think okay, let's just get past this one thing then things will be calmer and I can set a date and ctb, something else ALWAYS gets added and I'm like, well I gotta get this done and then I can ... It will go on indefinitely like that too, I know it, so at some point I gotta just say no matter what it is, FUCK IT ALL and just set a date and do it NO MATTER WHAT. But damn it's hard.

 

[nopointofliving]

I feel your pain. I'm also feeling awful , I might be leaving in a week or two. Hugs to you my friend.

 

[deathisnear]

I feel your pain. I'm also feeling awful , I might be leaving in a week or two. Hugs to you my friend.

Thank you friend, hugs to you too. Oh how I wish I could leave, like right now. If you choose to leave soon, I wish you nothing but the peace you deserve friend. Hopefully I'll be close behind.

 

[Hurt]

Same here. I had an argument today. When people around me is treating me like shit guess there's nothing left to do in this world.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really can be exhausting. Sometimes it just feels like it never ends. Death brings me a lot of comfort, knowing its the way out. I wish you peace, if this is the option you want.

 

[deathisnear]

This life really can be exhausting. Sometimes it just feels like it never ends. Death brings me a lot of comfort, knowing its the way out. I wish you peace, if this is the option you want.

Thank you! This is definitely the option I want, I know it's my only way to peace. Hoping I can block everything out soon and ctb