So I’m killing myself I guess?? I’ll probably fail again or pussy out though

[Ghostly]

So I got the rope I tied it I'm going partial just writing this in case I actually die I'm so sorry I sound fucking dumb whatever if I die and don't post for like a week or so just do something with myself account mods thank you anyways I'll see if I pussy out for the 900th time again or if I actually can rest guess we'll se maybe the rope won't break this time cause I'm a. Fatass

 

[HiImPaul]

Don't beat yourself up if you can't do it. We're hardwired to survive and we're pretty good at it.

If it does end up working I hope it's peaceful for you.

 

[seaweaves]

If you don't get to follow through in the way it sounds like you want, that's very natural and not a weakness
But I hope you find what you're looking for tonight, and if you travel, may it bring you peace
[heart emoji]

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed

 

[Ghostly]

Um I pussied out again idk why I keep doing this but I did so uh I'm alive I guess fuck this shit

 

[FuneralCry]

It is not cowardly, ctb is very difficult as we are programmed to survive. If it was easier, I would already be gone. I can imagine it must be frustrating having to go through this, life is just so horrible. Anyway, whatever happens, I wish you the best and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[miserableforever]

So I got the rope I tied it I'm going partial just writing this in case I actually die I'm so sorry I sound fucking dumb whatever if I die and don't post for like a week or so just do something with myself account mods thank you anyways I'll see if I pussy out for the 900th time again or if I actually can rest guess we'll se maybe the rope won't break this time cause I'm a. Fatass

Be nice to yourself, there's only one you. Who cares about your weight or the fact you have failed 900 times? Breaks my heart this is the state you're in, no one deserves to feel that way.