Venting so conflicted

[rikamonie]

I just feel so hurt and depressed and sad, nothing makes me happy, i cry all day everyday, i cant stop thinking about the person i love who i'm not with anymore

i so badly just want to stop existing but i also just dont want to die but the only reason i dont want to die is because i want to live a happy life with the person i love... but i cant.. so i dont know what to do theres no other reason i would want to stay but the thought of dying upsets me so much i started crying just thinking about my life ending but theres no way i can put up with this pain and be without her ): ugh its so annoying to feel this way

 

[TheSoulless]

Sorry to hear that. Good feelings to you!

 

[Chiyuki99]

I feel you. I also don't want to die, I just don't want to live tgis way. It is terrible to stand between the lines. I hope everything will sort itself out for you in the best possible way.

 

[I screwed up]

Guess a lot of us are in the same boat ... Its the worst feeling