So close I can fucking taste it

[hang in there]

Here's my golden ticket
I want it now
Waiting is torture
Just let me fucking die.

 

[DivineSpark]

I wish I would have access to firearms.....but it is your choice.

 

[musingsofaghost]

Whew. She's a beaut.

On another note, I get you. Having to wait when everything you need is right there next to you is the worst feeling in the world. We can do this, hang in there. Peace will come soon. Good things come to those who wait.

 

[hang in there]

What specific gun and ammunition is that?

.38 special taurus 856

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

.38 special taurus 856

U bought it already? And which ammo?

 

[hang in there]

U bought it already? And which ammo?

Yeah I have it right now
ammo is 158 grain

 

[burneverybridge]

That right there is a golden ticket indeed.

 

[hang in there]

Whew. She's a beaut.

On another note, I get you. Having to wait when everything you need is right there next to you is the worst feeling in the world. We can do this, hang in there. Peace will come soon. Good things come to those who wait.

Every second I wait feels like a fucking eternity

 

[Rynalia]

Gorgeous... I'm pretty happy for you, albeit a bit jealous. I'm still banned from gun ownership (´・ω・`)

Nonetheless, may peace find you soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding torturous to exist, I also just wish to be free from it all, I hope that you find peace.

 

[Knoc]

A gun in the suicide community is like flexing your gucci bag and g wagon on ig.

 

[wiggy]

It really is a strikingly beautiful object.

 

[hang in there]

Why does it feel like eternity reasons ?

I have to find some way to go missing before I can do it. I don't want my baby siblings copying me.
I bought us movie tickets for tomorrow. I don't want them to wake up with that kind of news today.
But I want to do it right now so fucking bad. I can just get drunker and do it in the back yard and the animals will clean up the mess

It really is a strikingly beautiful object.

I want to just stick it in my fucking mouth now and finally sleep
I am so tired.

 

[tshirt]

jealous. i really think thats the best way. just to get it over with quick.

 

[May_B_2_NITE]

Wow, very nice. I hope you find peace wherever you find yourself!

 

[bankai]

Forget about CTB for a second and let's just be men.That is just a beautiful thing. The power to punch your ticket. The power to defend yourself. Such a small thing. But also such a big thing.The piece that gives peace.

 

[hang in there]

I was going to take it back out and stick it in my mouth but everybody at my house woke up so I couldn't. They're not supposed to know I have guns. It feels like I am waiting for the kiss of a lover
I was so fucking close this morning I got tunnel vision and my hands were shaking holding it, the cold metal felt so fucking good against my skin and the possibility of relief was intoxicating

 

[hang in there]

Lol I'm drunk again