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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
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I'd like to use SN but I'm afraid to go wrong. I'm not alone in my house and they could descover me. I've never been in the hospital and I don't want to go now. I'd like to be fast. I made too many mistakes in the past and now my Life Is ruined. Many years ago I was Happy. I Always think about It and I'm so sad everytime.
 
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HollowSoul

HollowSoul

Member
Apr 14, 2026
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SN its not "fast" am I afraid... You get unconscious after 15 minutes but It might take 1 hour or more to ky
 
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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
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I'd like to use SN but I'm afraid to go wrong. I'm not alone in my house and they could descover me. I've never been in the hospital and I don't want to go now. I'd like to be fast. I made too many mistakes in the past and now my Life Is ruined. Many years ago I was Happy. I Always think about It and I'm so sad everytime.
What kind of bad mistakes?
 
Alreadylate

Alreadylate

Student
Jun 8, 2025
165
I'd like to use SN but I'm afraid to go wrong. I'm not alone in my house and they could descover me. I've never been in the hospital and I don't want to go now. I'd like to be fast. I made too many mistakes in the past and now my Life Is ruined. Many years ago I was Happy. I Always think about It and I'm so sad everytime.
if you are not alone i don't think that's a good idea...
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
113
I want to do it tonight. Will I vomit a lot? I'm sorry for my mother, but I can't to live in this way
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
327
if you don't have anti-emetics, odds are you will vomit a lot yes.
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
327
all you can do is minimize your chances and have backup drinks available, just in case you do vomit.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
113
Can I take SN without fasting? Eating light
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
113
I had it postpone it because it wasn't the right night. I'm so sick of this life and I see everybody so happy!
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
113
I got my period. Is it better for SN or worse? Maybe there is a riski I might vomit
 

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