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Kron

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Dec 8, 2020
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Drank around 40g of sodium nitrite 9 minutes ago. No nausea, strange salty-sweet aftertaste and mad tachycardia
Around 160bpm, i am lying in a bed, listening to playlist, staring into the abyss
10-12 minutes passed. Heart racing, i am abit anxious, starting to feel that brain not getting oxygen as usual, maybe nocebo effect though
Bpm 170-180
 
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blahblahhh

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Jan 15, 2021
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I hope you sail gently!! Vomiting??
 
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Kron

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Dec 8, 2020
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No vomiting, i took anti nausea medication 30min prior. Iam 191cm tall 100kg maybe that's why it taking so long
Anxiety definitely from tachycardia, i feel like running a marathon.
Hands started to tremble
I feel tired, maybe even sleepy, also muscle weakness.
Nausea intensifies
Around 20 minutes passed
Alright, i am too tired to write. Live as i couldn't - happy
 
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We're here for you! I'll be following you shortly, friend!
 
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Lostandlooking

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I hope you find peace and the journey won't be too unpleasant. Though the anxiety and tachycardia sound rough. Sending hugs :heart:
 
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RIP
 
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Travel safely and peacefully
 
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Rest in Peace
 
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RIP Kron
 
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MAA Ke pass

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Rip
 
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Hope you are at peace.
 
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Rest In Peace.
 
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Hopefully that transition was smooth. Rest easy brother
 
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