Sn might not be it

[NotOkay_]

I've spent 3 days hungry trying to take this fucking sn. I genuinely feel like it might not be my method. It's too slow and the anxiety is too much. I think i might go with something with less time like full suspension. I'm loooong overdue for this bus and I just need it to come around. :(
God please take me in my sleep I cannot do this anymore

 

[WornOutLife]

You know that I know all the pain you're going through, dear.
Just relax and try to decide what the best for you is.

I'm here for whenever you wanna talk.

Hugs and love.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

3 days ? Does it really need that much of a fast?

 

[Life_and_Death]

3 days ? Does it really need that much of a fast?

no, if im following the story right, theyve been fasting for so long because they keep trying again so soon.

 

[fedupsoul]

I was thinking the same thing. Quicker blackout with full suspension

 

[WornOutLife]

no, if im following the story right, theyve been fasting for so long because they keep trying again so soon.

Exactly! It's as you said.

 

[NotOkay_]

3 days ? Does it really need that much of a fast?

No but i keep saying "today"

 

[botanormal]

I'm so sorry you're struggling so much, you don't deserve to be going through any of this. Drinking the SN is probably a lot harder than it looks, it's such a big decision and SI can make it very difficult. I know how disheartening it must feel, to be ready to ctb yet unable to go through with it. But even though it's tough, there's absolutely no shame in postponing for a little while, if you don't think this method is right for you. It's important that you can feel comfortable during your final moments, so if this is really causing too much anxiety, maybe changing things up would help. There's no rush for anything, even if things feel really desperate right now, just try to take things at your own pace. We're all here for you if you need some support, okay? I'm sending you the biggest hugs right now.

 

[hoffnungstod]

After that 3 fasting days hopefully you have a delicious meal now.

 

[NotOkay_]

After that 3 fasting days hopefully you have a delicious meal now.

My appetite simply isn't there after the whole ordeal. I just wanna sleep and never wake up ffs.
Have to wait till my housemates asleep so i can hang from the door

 

[Hyperbunny]

I've spent 3 days hungry trying to take this fucking sn. I genuinely feel like it might not be my method. It's too slow and the anxiety is too much. I think i might go with something with less time like full suspension. I'm loooong overdue for this bus and I just need it to come around. :(
God please take me in my sleep I cannot do this anymore

Same in hanging around waiting to take it. But keep delaying or finding excuses to delay it