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I'm so sorry you are going through this. I wish I could hug you.
write here please, always give it another day like, tomorrow you might feel different, sometimes its nice to think like as if you take it one day at atime and not think too much of the future.I'm new here but I really hope you don't do it. There's so much in this life to live for. For the past few days, I have been waiting for my account to be accepted by the admins so I haven't been able to post but I've been reading almost everything. My ex told me that she never loved me a couple of days ago, and honestly I have never felt so low. I was thinking about just jumping out of my window which is 2 storeys high but head first, to cause an instant death. But things do get better man. You just have to flick that switch in your head. I know that it's so hard and it could even get harder, so if you really don't want to live then that's fine aswell. But, there is so much to live for. If you died, then how could you ever enjoy ice cream again? Or Dr. Pepper, or tacos, or hot cheetos, or that funny film that you can watch over and over again, or your favourite video game, once you are gone you're gone and you can never experience these again man. You know you're life better than me, but whatever has went wrong do you really think that it can't get any better? I mean, if you're this low already then don't you think that the only direction is up from now?
I dont know why, it was my third attempt, I ingested 11-14 grams amitriptyline, did it all like in the doctors book as he said and woke up in hospital after i was 10 days in coma, poison was all in my entire body, i had layed down in bed after i ingested ready to die n woke up there after apparantly i had both last 2 times woken up and how i did this i dont know, called 911 on my own and then in ambulance car started to seizure.
It doesn't say in the label who made it, it could be anything :( there's so much counterfeit stuff these days
No offense, but you sound like a pro-lifer...
sorry man, I just know the pain this person is going through.
That's insane. How did you consume? Dissolve and drink? Are you sure you consumed the full amount? Did you vomit? How much do you weigh? (although my understanding that is a fatal amount)
He said he drank SN. That was four days ago. He is probably gone. May he rest in peace.
I ordered the pills online and drank in pillform with alcohol drink, I am overweight/fat these days unfortunatley so thats why I took many and just to add some more grams just in case to make sure I die.
Yes like 5-6 hours later after my mom said that, but the first time I tried it I seizured like moments after maybe, but 2 time my mom said I woke her up n told her I had ingested them, then I told her to go to sleep and I too went and fell asleep and then 5 hours later she woke me up and then I guess I called them after she said I have said I felt anxious n dizzy, like 20minutes later I had seizure in ambulance car they said.
