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darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
36
My SN is out for delivery and should be here today! It only took a couple weeks from DMC; I was getting kinda scared at all the posts saying it was lost in the mail, but it seems I got lucky enough. Anyway, I don't have benzos or an antiemetic. Would it be foolish of me to try it without them?

I still need to take care of some end-of-life shit like formatting my drives and sorting through/giving away my stuff, but I'm getting really impatient. I just want to be dead already. It's gonna suck ass and be scary and I'll be shaking and crying and in a lot of pain but I prefer that to having to wake up every day for the rest of my life. I'm tired of having to do shit and get food and make money and repeat all this menial bullshit ad nauseum.

Do you think it'd be dumb to try it alone? Any help is very appreciated!! 🐻
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

Not in SaSu anymore. DM me if you need me
Jan 5, 2025
245
It's better if you use a good antiemetic at least. Even if you endure the anxiety and the pain, vomiting could make you fail.

I don't know if it's "dumb" or not, but I wouldn't recommend it if you can avoid it.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
Lots of people successfully CTB with only SN. It's really the only thing needed to do it. The other meds are more to ease the discomfort but not necessary.

I wouldn't at least fast for 4 hours before taking it though to help with absorption. It gets into your system quickly but can take longer if you have something on your stomach. You will vomit, so you don't want to hinder absorption at all.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Lots of people successfully CTB with only SN. It's really the only thing needed to do it. The other meds are more to ease the discomfort but not necessary.

I wouldn't at least fast for 4 hours before taking it though to help with absorption. It gets into your system quickly but can take longer if you have something on your stomach. You will vomit, so you don't want to hinder absorption at all.
Can a second dose help?

1. SN 25g in 50 ml of water
2. Vomit
3. Take a second 25g in 50 ml of water
 
failedmind

failedmind

Member
Oct 31, 2024
82
I'm probably going to have to CTB with only SN, too. Good to have one or two backup glasses incase you throw up which is likely
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
Can a second dose help?

1. SN 25g in 50 ml of water
2. Vomit
3. Take a second 25g in 50 ml of water
Yes most people will prepare 2-3 glasses just in case, but most aren't able to even get a second glass in. Apparently it's extremely salty.
 
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darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
36
Thanks for the replies! I got it this afternoon, and it came neatly packaged in a small black box. It took about 2-3 weeks to get to the US from overseas. It's at least comforting to know I could be an hour or so away from death whenever I want.
 
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physic1st

physic1st

Academic
Feb 18, 2025
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Thanks for the replies! I got it this afternoon, and it came neatly packaged in a small black box. It took about 2-3 weeks to get to the US from overseas. It's at least comforting to know I could be an hour or so away from death whenever I want.
Sooooo, do you just drink it with some water or?
 

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