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sunny/omori

sunny/omori

necessary? unnecessary?
Apr 3, 2022
99
I was planning to cbt by exit bag (argon) method. I bought everything and need, but the hoose is too thick and heavy and i am afraid it can pull out. When i search here for more info I stumble on some disturbing claims.

Fromgermany (now banned) maked the point that some people get convulsion and because of multiple settups and persons 15 l/min isnt not good enought for everybody and there is a significant risk of become vegetable. None of that is even mentioned in PPH. I bought only 1 m3 of argon because that was the lighter tank i could get and supossedly it was 4 times enough gas to cbt safetely. PPH says that two breaths was enought to fall unconscious, but some people was there a lot more. That means there's some oxygen still in the bag. The possibility of survive a deprived oxygen bag for 40 minutes make me so appalled that i had to stop my plan.

Still want to cbt though, so i was reading about SN (cant get nembutal sadly). The PPH says that although is a new nethod needed of more research, it's relatevely peaceful and fast method. Then again there is that video in this forum of a 40+ minutes agony with SN. It doesnt just kill you of cellular hipoxia but it seems to shock you as described syntoms (i am a MD).


By that way, taking PBI one hour prior to elevate gastric pH doesnt make any sense. You have to take it before meal so it can deactivate acid-producing gastric cells. Anyone who have gastric refflux know that.
So i was thinking maybe use exit bag with SN or other method will ensure i fall asleep fast and be sure I will be death before the tank get empty. It seems there is a risk i vomit unconscious, if that happen I doesnt matter if i aspire because i am not awake but because of that i will not be able no abort the attempt and will depend on the argon alone.

This is so complicated and frustrating. It would be more simple if i can get a assisted death. I am even considering violent but more secure methods. I know Exit Foundation and others have used multiples times the exit bag. But they assist the process is something go wrong, s that is a big difference. Once i pull down the bag luck is cast.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I know nothing about that method, it certainly does sound complicated. The fear of failure is what holds me back from ctb personally. We all deserve the option of a peaceful and reliable way to end our pain at a time of our own choosing. Ctb should not be so difficult. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 

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