Venting SN confiscated under poisons act

[thefaunasystem]

police welfare checked and didn't believe my story about having already disposed of it. they got an emergency warrant to search my flat and then got a further warrant to seize my SN. just escaped the crisis team after being under them for 3 weeks. think i put on enough of a show to convince them i don't still intend on CTB when i get the chance. now just a game of trying to find a method that i know can can overcome my SI with. i've tried FSH many times, and i can't bring myself to do it. now back to the old trusted 'lets find somewhere to jump'. but realising i might need to travel to a different city to do it. its barriers galore where i live, or stupid tiny roadbridges that might sprain my ankle at the very worst.

a setback, but not the end of the story.

 

[peacebenow]

Really sorry this happened to you. Sounds awful. I believe you're in Europe? Hope you can take a breath.

 

[fadedghost]

i'm so sorry.

also, what is a flat?

 

[StarryEyed]

i'm so sorry.

also, what is a flat?

An apartment.


Sorry they rained on your parade, @thefaunasystem. What are they going to do? Kiddie proof the whole world against all suicidal people? And use brutal violence and stripping us of all the rights nonsuicidal people have, in the name of helping us? Fucking fuckers in a shit world. And that's supposed to make us want to stay? Like some sort of reverse psychology or what??? Idiots. God-damned idiot world.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, it truly is such terrible extreme cruelty how humans have made it into a crime to peacefully cease existing, all these people do is just cause way more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, I really understand just wanting to be gone, it's just so horrible to me how these people do all they can to force others to suffer for as long as possible.