SN came in today

[Joey]

I finally got my SN and it was a lot easier than I thought it would be in order to get it.

I won't be checking out anytime soon but it's always good that I can take control of my destiny if things don't work out in the end.

 

[blue]

I have mine too.

I think about it sometimes, but I am scared to take it. Seems like a very painful way to go.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

It does feel great to have it, I must admit. My husband threw mine out a couple of weeks ago when he went snooping through my things and found it. It was devastating. I had to order a new batch and I'm storing it somewhere he is likely to never look (fingers crossed). I just feel so much better knowing that it's there - just knowing that I have the option for when things get so unbearable, and I won't have to wait anymore.

Anyway - happy for you! Just be sure to store it in a place where its potency won't decay too quickly!

 

[Joey]

It does feel great to have it, I must admit. My husband threw mine out a couple of weeks ago when he went snooping through my things and found it. It was devastating. I had to order a new batch and I'm storing it somewhere he is likely to never look (fingers crossed). I just feel so much better knowing that it's there - just knowing that I have the option for when things get so unbearable, and I won't have to wait anymore.

Anyway - happy for you! Just be sure to store it in a place where its potency won't decay too quickly!

Any place to store it safely?

 

[Ghost2211]

You can store it anywhere cool and dry. It needs to stay dry is the main thing if you want to maximize its shelf life. It can last several years, so it's a nice thing to have way in advance.

Grats on its arrival. It for sure takes a load off just knowing it's there. I've had mine about 6 months now, but it still brings comfort.

 

[Joey]

You can store it anywhere cool and dry. It needs to stay dry is the main thing if you want to maximize its shelf life. It can last several years, so it's a nice thing to have way in advance.

Grats on its arrival. It for sure takes a load off just knowing it's there. I've had mine about 6 months now, but it still brings comfort.

Thank you

 

[Riley [CTBus]]

I can only imagine the relief you felt when the package arrived.

 

[PJFord]

Got mine yesterday! I echo all of you, great to have it as I'm planning to CTB by end of August. I also today got a prescription for M online. Was going to try without antiemetics but it was too easy to get online. Will go to the pharmacy tomorrow to get it. I feel such peace.

 

[Sinai Silence]

It must feel great for you to have it on you, I know how stressful it was waiting to see if it arrived or not.

 

[falloutcarter13]

I have mine too.

I think about it sometimes, but I am scared to take it. Seems like a very painful way to go.

What makes you think it's a very painful way to go? Most of what I've read makes it seem relatively peaceful. Pain doesn't seem to be common from what I've read...the symptoms before unconsciousness mainly seem to be nausea, rapid heartbeat, dizziness, confusion, and a feeling of acute intoxication. Some reports say shortness of breath happens before unconsciousness, the feeling of not being able to get a good breath. Uncomfortable, alarming...sure. But the only pain that seems common is a headache, which can be mitigated with Tylenol or ibuprofen. I read a single report of abdominal pain, but it seemed iffy whether or not the report was legit or a scare tactic. I dunno, as far as dying goes, it sounds to me to be about as painless as it gets unless you can get N *shrug*

 

[Checkmate3]

What makes you think it's a very painful way to go? Most of what I've read makes it seem relatively peaceful. Pain doesn't seem to be common from what I've read...the symptoms before unconsciousness mainly seem to be nausea, rapid heartbeat, dizziness, confusion, and a feeling of acute intoxication. Some reports say shortness of breath happens before unconsciousness, the feeling of not being able to get a good breath. Uncomfortable, alarming...sure. But the only pain that seems common is a headache, which can be mitigated with Tylenol or ibuprofen. I read a single report of abdominal pain, but it seemed iffy whether or not the report was legit or a scare tactic. I dunno, as far as dying goes, it sounds to me to be about as painless as it gets unless you can get N *shrug*

I think I've read all that the collective wisdom of this forum has to offer in relation to SN, and have come to the conclusion that this method is neither peaceful nor painful. It's reasonable. If someone really wants to escape from this hell - SN is fair enough.

 

[nurplexkid]

Does anyone have a source for this in the UK?

 

[ruudd]

I don´t know or its allowed to ask, but if someone could pm where i could get it i will be very thankfull

 

[bigdog]

I am waiting for benzos. Afraid of survival instinct kicking in

 

[Moonbounce]

Can anyone pm me how they are getting it "a lot easier than expected" ?

 

[blue]

What makes you think it's a very painful way to go? Most of what I've read makes it seem relatively peaceful. Pain doesn't seem to be common from what I've read...the symptoms before unconsciousness mainly seem to be nausea, rapid heartbeat, dizziness, confusion, and a feeling of acute intoxication. Some reports say shortness of breath happens before unconsciousness, the feeling of not being able to get a good breath. Uncomfortable, alarming...sure. But the only pain that seems common is a headache, which can be mitigated with Tylenol or ibuprofen. I read a single report of abdominal pain, but it seemed iffy whether or not the report was legit or a scare tactic. I dunno, as far as dying goes, it sounds to me to be about as painless as it gets unless you can get N *shrug*

many posts I've read on this forum from people who survived the method recall it as being very unpleasant.