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my sn was intercepted by border officers and i had the police visit me today. if you are in the uk, do not order sn from r on mic, as they will absolutely find out and find you
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oh the joys of the police coming to your door...my sn was intercepted by border officers and i had the police visit me today. if you are in the uk, do not order sn from r on mic, as they will absolutely find out and find you
Damn. Why they make ctb so difficultthe police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
imo, SN under 2kg is not enough to warrant evacuation of a street, especially if it is in a closed container.the police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
This story is shit scary, such a crime thrillerimo, SN under 2kg is not enough to warrant evacuation of a street, especially if it is in a closed container.
If it was thrown from a rooftop and the powder is going through the air that is a different story (but that's not the case)
PS: sadly SN has been used in murder too [1], not just for personal CTB, maybe they read that recently and became paranoid.
[1] https://www.bhaskarenglish.in/local...s-sodium-nitrite-serial-killer-136331391.html
probably because unlike the case of CTB, where the compound is known (eg nearby) and hospitalisation can occur quickly, with murder, the victims might not know what compound they consumed, and they probably didn't go to a hospital on time either.This story is shit scary, such a crime thriller
Interestingly, people here take anti emetics and benzodiazepine and still have the risk of throwing up.
How did this guy murder these many ppl with such a small undetectable amount of SN.
Any idea if the solution i.e. water+sn tasteless or chalky or acidic or bitter or pungent or may be some other taste? Because so many people had this water without suspecting that something is mixed in the water.probably because unlike the case of CTB, where the compound is known (eg nearby) and hospitalisation can occur quickly, with murder, the victims might not know what compound they consumed, and they probably didn't go to a hospital on time either.
I heard from a few posts here saying it tastes like metallic salt (tho tasting isn't recommended coz some people have died early from tasting)Any idea if the solution i.e. water+sn tasteless or chalky or acidic or bitter or pungent or may be some other taste? Because so many people had this water without suspecting that something is mixed in the water.
And the quantity is also make me go bonkers. The news article said that the amount of sn he used for his own suicide was not much which is why the police couldn't find it in his jacket.
Can we really ctb with a few grams of SN..
If it was aroundwhy the hell did no one tell me about it
i could have ctbed using sn while it was still available easily
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Damn, no wonder, SN is the preferred method on SaSu. Ughh how can i be this dumb. Back in 2022, it was easy to get SN in India. As i didn't have access to anti emetics and benzo, i thought SN will not be a success so i never looked at it. But this article is an eye openerI heard from a few posts here saying it tastes like metallic salt (tho tasting isn't recommended coz some people have died early from tasting)
It's may be possible to CTB with less SN, just that the timeframe (and therefore potential for discomfort) could expand from ~10-25 mins to unconsciousness, to 1-2h (iirc, someone in profile mentioned tasting 2-3g SN, listed symptoms, and never posted again after just over an hour... a smoker here tried 2g or so of SN and was unconscious within the hour, only survived coz he went to hospital early).
Even around 2022 and possibly before, I read about "SN" as guest... even discovered SaSu because wikipedia's references for Sodium Nitrite pointed here somehow!Damn, no wonder, SN is the preferred method on SaSu. Ughh how can i be this dumb. Back in 2022, it was easy to get SN in India. As i didn't have access to anti emetics and benzo, i thought SN will not be a success so i never looked at it. But this article is an eye opener![]()
Yeah, in 2022 they wouldn't have let you in for not having attained adulthood. I discovered it in November 2022. I created an account in feb 2024 when i became suicidal again after giving life a chanceEven around 2022 and possibly before, I read about "SN" as guest... even discovered SaSu because wikipedia's references for Sodium Nitrite pointed here somehow!
Also back then I didn't feel confident writing a reason to join (the only reason I joined in 2025 at age 20.9+ is I miiight have been creative with my entry text, but I did get it changed to more accurate text), didn't have access to $ I could spend undetected, and didn't know any potential paths to SN or other purchasable stuff for CTB.
mmm that too, I was 17/18 in 2022 depending on the date, so not only was I ineligible for registration then, I also didn't know what to write (and that continued until a very creative spark occured in 2025)Yeah, in 2022 they wouldn't have let you in for not having attained adulthood. I discovered it in November 2022. I created an account in feb 2024 when i became suicidal again after giving life a chance
It's a good thing you could create an account here. Just sharing the thoughts here helps feel better. I didn't realise that in 2022. I wish i was active in those days.mmm that too, I was 17/18 in 2022 depending on the date, so not only was I ineligible for registration then, I also didn't know what to write (and that continued until a very creative spark occured in 2025)
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What did you say?the police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
damn thats insane did they mislabel the package for you?the police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
my blood boils just reading about this...they would have got an earful from me...the police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
I'm curious too, what can you even say to them in a situation like this…What did you say?
"no comment" or "it wasnt me, dunno what u r on about". there are other options available, but i wouldnt recommend them, unless you want to get arrested before you ctb...I'm curious too, what can you even say to them in a situation like this…
don't say that I literally just ordered from them"no comment" or "it wasnt me, dunno what u r on about". there are other options available, but i wouldnt recommend them, unless you want to get arrested before you ctb...
someone could have used your details to order it, eg neighbour, malicious "friend" etc...don't say that I literally just ordered from them
would it even work saying it wasn't u since it literally has ur name and address
i feel like it'd be better to just tell the truth
LOL i would laugh in their face if they told me thatthe police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
What did u saymy sn was intercepted by border officers and i had the police visit me today. if you are in the uk, do not order sn from r on mic, as they will absolutely find out and find you
Dam ok you have say it.i was regrettably honest with them, i told them i ordered it online to use to kill myself, and i mentioned mic when asked. if i could go back i'd just pretend not to remember where i got it from. the package was mislabelled so i have no idea how they even figured it out. i'm already sectioned so lying would only serve to get me more time in an institution
Oh no I'm sorry for you..what happend then? Isn't it illegal fpr private people to buy it in the UK? what did the police ask you? How did you pay for it? Bc they could just watch your transactions..my sn was intercepted by border officers and i had the police visit me today. if you are in the uk, do not order sn from r on mic, as they will absolutely find out and find you
ahh okay thank youuuu I guess I'll just say I have no clue and some friend sent it to mesomeone could have used your details to order it, eg neighbour, malicious "friend" etc...
i once got stopped for a pnc check. had a wallet on me id found (honest, i found it, not bs). i was compliant, cop did the check, all ok, he was about to go on his way. i tell him i found this wallet. he takes it, checks it, turns out it was stolen. guess what? i got arrested for handling stolen goods. got locked up for nearly 24 hrs whilst they got the info they needed and interviewed me...
when a few months later i noticed a cop do a u turn to stop me, i threw a wallet id found over a wall and legged it (you wouldnt believe how many people drop wallets/phones when pissed. unfortunately, money not so much anymore). he detained me, put me in the back of the van and went to look for what id thrown. he found the wallet and it was not stolen, just lost. i pretended i had no clue what he was on about. he said he knew id thrown it but couldnt prove it, so he had to let me go, with the promise that he ll be watching me...
so no, dont tell them the truth, tell them what is less likely to get you in trouble.
i suspect border force (not the police) might have the sender blacklisted, so mislabelling does nothing...border force intercept his incoming items and inform the police accordingly.i was regrettably honest with them, i told them i ordered it online to use to kill myself, and i mentioned mic when asked. if i could go back i'd just pretend not to remember where i got it from. the package was mislabelled so i have no idea how they even figured it out. i'm already sectioned so lying would only serve to get me more time in an institution
i remeber reading about some other substance that even in tiny amounts could cause street evacuation. the cops got their wires crossed.the police didn't know what mic was when they came to me, so i don't think they're tracking all mic purchases. they lied to my face and told me sn is illegal here (not true) and that finding sn in a home would warrant the evacuation of the entire street (again, not true)
did the police tell you if there would be any further action from them or mental health services?i was regrettably honest with them, i told them i ordered it online to use to kill myself, and i mentioned mic when asked. if i could go back i'd just pretend not to remember where i got it from. the package was mislabelled so i have no idea how they even figured it out. i'm already sectioned so lying would only serve to get me more time in an institution
i was told i have to stay at home once i'm released - i can't travel anywheredid the police tell you if there would be any further action from them or mental health services?