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21stcenturycamus

21stcenturycamus

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I was thinking of dressing up and putting on make-up before I take the SN to mask the blue skin etc. to spare people that find me of the shock. What do you think? Do you think it would be possible to make my face look 'less dead' with make-up? Does anyone else also planning to do this? It made perfect sense to me.
 
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Have you googled funeral home makeup techniques? I imagine the same techniques would work equally well if the makeup were applied prior to death.
 
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I might dress up as the joker before I die lol
 
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21stcenturycamus

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I might dress up as the joker before I die lol
White face paint might do the trick! All the best wishes to you!
Have you googled funeral home makeup techniques? I imagine the same techniques would work equally well if the makeup were applied prior to death.
I haven't thought about it but it makes a lot of sense. I might as well check it out, I don't usually wear high coverage makeup.
 
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I was thinking of dressing up and putting on make-up before I take the SN to mask the blue skin etc. to spare people that find me of the shock. What do you think? Do you think it would be possible to make my face look 'less dead' with make-up? Does anyone else also planning to do this? It made perfect sense to me.
your blood will be deprived of oxygen, your entire body will turn pale/blue. what's the point?
 
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your blood will be deprived of oxygen, your entire body will turn pale/blue. what's the point?
Well, I do agree with your point. On the other hand, I will be dressed and I just don't want my parents to find me all blue. I am just thinking of ways to relieve their pain. Looking at a corpse can be pretty traumatizing, my aim is to mitigate the horrors of the trauma and the image in their head as much as I can.
 
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Well, I do agree with your point. On the other hand, I will be dressed and I just don't want my parents to find me all blue. I am just thinking of ways to relieve their pain. Looking at a corpse can be pretty traumatizing, my aim is to mitigate the horrors of the trauma and the image in their head as much as I can.
Not trying to be rude or discourage you from getting dressed and wearing your makeup but I work with old and dying people and can tell you that a dead body is a dead body, you're not a living person so you will not look like one. I think it's just important to remember, especially if you're a young person who may be found by their parents I think they're still idk death is death and you've just got to be realistic about certain things that you cannot control
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Not trying to be rude or discourage you from getting dressed and wearing your makeup but I work with old and dying people and can tell you that a dead body is a dead body, you're not a living person so you will not look like one. I think it's just important to remember, especially if you're a young person who may be found by their parents I think they're still idk death is death and you've just got to be realistic about certain things that you cannot control
I say this as a person who wants to ctb with the SN method and has seen people with methemoglobinemia which causes cyanosis that gives your skin and your gums and lips and mouth and fingers a blue green appearance 😅😅 It's not the worst thing ever but it's not pretty and even I am still coming to terms with that and being found
 
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