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cyanideguy

cyanideguy

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Sep 25, 2020
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1. Fill a glass with tap water.
2. Scoop two tblsp of SN in.
3. Stir the hell out of it.
4. Gulp it all down quickly on an empty stomach.
5. Wait for the end, which will hopefully happen quickly and painlessly.

Is good?
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

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Jul 1, 2020
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did you read stans guide? you need specific measurements
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

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Sep 25, 2018
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That's what I'd do. Damn shame it's come to this. I don't know your whole story but I also have a cat it's hard to leave behind. Don't forget to take antiemetics first
 
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sadworld

sadworld

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Aug 25, 2020
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how much g are 2 tablespoons?
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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I would add in as #6 to be in a good place where there is plenty of time and privacy for the whole process to complete itself within the body after started.
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
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Not good.

Wrong apart from a glass, water and SN.
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
217
U really want to get it measured by weight if you can 20-25g depending on your weight.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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Yeah, but two tablespoons should be enough to drop me like third-period French.
It's not about taking enough to kill you. It's about taking the right amount so it can kill you quickly while limiting the risk of you throwing it up right away.
 
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cyanideguy

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It's not about taking enough to kill you. It's about taking the right amount so it can kill you quickly while limiting the risk of you throwing it up right away.
And that's the x factor that I'm confronted with. This wouldn't be an issue if I could aquire C.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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You can purchase a small food scale for $10 at Target or a similar store. Would be a worthy investment to ensure you got it right.
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
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Is it 20g recommended now or 25g
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

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Jan 11, 2020
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You really need to read Stan's guide in the Suicide Resource Compilation. If you want to do it right, that is. You don't have to have all the medicines, but you need to fast and use the proper measurements of water and SN.

A full glass of water may mean that you get very sick but live.
 
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cyanideguy

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You really need to read Stan's guide in the Suicide Resource Compilation. If you want to do it right, that is. You don't have to have all the medicines, but you need to fast and use the proper measurements of water and SN.

A full glass of water may mean that you get very sick but live.
Got it. I know my game plan now.
 
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WFJ74

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Aug 18, 2020
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Glad you read the guide - the amount of water is critical. You do not want to vomit it up and fail. Thats been my primary concern with using the SN I have since I don't have the script antiemetics recommended in the guide.
 
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cyanideguy

cyanideguy

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Glad you read the guide - the amount of water is critical. You do not want to vomit it up and fail. Thats been my primary concern with using the SN I have since I don't have the script antiemetics recommended in the guide.
I'm on quetepine, so I'm good in that department.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

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Sep 18, 2020
436
Glad you read the guide - the amount of water is critical. You do not want to vomit it up and fail. Thats been my primary concern with using the SN I have since I don't have the script antiemetics recommended in the guide.
What u mean with the amount of water?
 
voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
217
What u mean with the amount of water?
50ml water, i've tried an experiment with regular salt and it's about 2 big sips. Easier with a straw
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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quetepine,
Quetiapine is an antipsychotic medicine that is used to treat schizophrenia

An anti emetic is a drug that keeps you from vomiting.
 
cyanideguy

cyanideguy

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Sep 25, 2020
49
Quetiapine is an antipsychotic medicine that is used to treat schizophrenia

An anti emetic is a drug that keeps you from vomiting.
Yes, but if you're on that med, you don't need to take anything before, whereas others need to take things prior to ingestion.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Yes, but if you're on that med, you don't need to take anything before, whereas others need to take things prior to ingestion.
Oh ok didn't know that.
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
What u mean with the amount of water?

You don't want to use too much. You need to balance the water out to minimize the potential for vomit against the effectiveness of SN. The stomach acid will diminish the SN so you need to make sure there's enough SN left over and you still can CTB. That's why the other drugs are recommended. It's about the efficacy against your body's nautral defense.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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50ml water, i've tried an experiment with regular salt and it's about 2 big sips. Easier with a straw
I did the table salt experiment some months ago and it was horrible. I can't imagine the SN.
 
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