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Journeytoletgo

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I can't live with damaged skin and awful mistakes what drugs should I try beside mushrooms?
 
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Darkover

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dmt, coke, weed, mdma
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

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Nov 12, 2021
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MDMA
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
I can't live with damaged skin and awful mistakes what drugs should I try beside mushrooms?
Salvia, DMT, ketamine (or dextromethorphan if you can't get your hands on it, they are quite similar), MDMA

Combining any will also bring a quite interesting experience, for example dissasociatives with psychadelics I've heard are quite interesting.
 
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OldDrummer

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LSD maybe, but scared of a bad trip!
 
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Britvik

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Mar 1, 2022
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I'm tempted to say "all of them!" But, they can certainly make a bad situation worse. So, perhaps be more cautious than that! 😊

I've tried everything, pretty much: alcohol, cannabis, amphetamine, LSD, mushrooms, mescaline, cocaine (& crack), heroin, MDMA, ermmmmm…. yeah, probably a few more I can't remember right now. [Edit: also salvia, ketamine, countless benzos….] It's quicker to list the ones I haven't tried, such as DMT or ayahuasca.

These days, I only use cannabis (and always will, body allowing).
 
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May 21, 2021
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This is unrelated but drugs can be good for overweight people because when you do drug, you can go dayyyys without eating.

just saying.

BTW meth and fentanyl are drugs of no return.
Don't do hard drugs.

Just do xanax and alcohol. It'll do the trick.
 
whatevs

whatevs

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Jan 15, 2022
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If you try salvia be prepared to become part of the floor or the furniture, going by testimonies online.
 
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BigG91

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Aug 21, 2021
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Do whichever you can get your hands on...
Because you have nothing to loose ...
 
Britvik

Britvik

Pro-choice
Mar 1, 2022
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This is unrelated but drugs can be good for overweight people because when you do drug, you can go dayyyys without eating.

just saying.

BTW meth and fentanyl are drugs of no return.
Don't do hard drugs.

Just do xanax and alcohol. It'll do the trick.
There are plenty of thin people with fucked up lives, on meth, etc..
So, it probably isn't the best way of losing weight! Just saying! 🤨
 
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May 21, 2021
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Wow! I'd better stop here, I think.
Listen , drugs aren't always bad. The medical system use them to relive pain and certain shamans use them to treat mental illnesses.

Not everything is bad all the time, it depends on the context. So yes, drugs can be good for morbidly obese people and I'm for the legalisation of drugs everywhere.

Jesus christ, why are you acting like we're not having this conversation under a thread that's litteraly asking advices for what drug to use. If you can't handle this forum why subscribe in the first place.
 
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houseofleaves

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Jan 14, 2022
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Unpopular opinion: you should stay away from drugs and alcohol and try to keep your mind clear, so you can plan your CTB in peace and not mess anything up. But i haven't tried any drugs, so i don't really know what i'm talking about((
 
Britvik

Britvik

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Mar 1, 2022
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Listen , drugs aren't always bad. The medical system use them to relive pain and certain shamans use them to treat mental illnesses.

Not everything is bad all the time, it depends on the context. So yes, drugs can be good for morbidly obese people and I'm for the legalisation of drugs everywhere.

Jesus christ, why are you acting like we're not having this conversation under a thread that's litteraly asking advices for what drug to use. If you can't handle this forum why subscribe in the first place.

I realise your understanding is limited, so I'll try to keep it simple. If you read the thread, you'll notice I have plenty of experience with drugs. I'm aware of their effects and I class myself as knowledgeable on the subject. I know that amphetamines have been prescribed for weight loss, for example. But, you miss the point. It was your judgemental attitude towards others I found arrogant and demeaning. The fact that you think morbidly obese people are better off dead, is contemptible. I'm sure you have your own mental health issues, but that's no excuse. I'd ask you to reconsider your stance but, to be honest, your comments so far indicate you're probably incapable. It would be great if you proved me wrong.
 
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lostmylove

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Apr 1, 2022
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I thought about all this too, but honestly I'm too tired. I just don't wanna go. Imagine being hooked on drugs and it altering your brain to wanna stay despite your future undoubtedly being unbearable. Too scary to imagine. I've done all the drugs as a teenager I'm too old now anyway
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
For those that tried MDMA and LSD will this push me to CTB ? What do you think?
 
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Fadeawaaaay

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Nov 12, 2021
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For those that tried MDMA and LSD will this push me to CTB ? What do you think?
I don't think it's clear what would be the result of taking MDMA or LSD. With MDMA you're probably going to feel good almost guaranteed. With LSD you could have a pretty bad trip given your situation.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Unpopular opinion: you should stay away from drugs and alcohol and try to keep your mind clear, so you can plan your CTB in peace and not mess anything up. But i haven't tried any drugs, so i don't really know what i'm talking about((
Too late I drank alcohol multiple times already and tried weed a few times however that is it. Nothing else

I have to try something to get me in a state to be fearless
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I'm tempted to say "all of them!" But, they can certainly make a bad situation worse. So, perhaps be more cautious than that! 😊

I've tried everything, pretty much: alcohol, cannabis, amphetamine, LSD, mushrooms, mescaline, cocaine (& crack), heroin, MDMA, ermmmmm…. yeah, probably a few more I can't remember right now. [Edit: also salvia, ketamine, countless benzos….] It's quicker to list the ones I haven't tried, such as DMT or ayahuasca.

These days, I only use cannabis (and always will, body allowing).
How was mushrooms? Do any of these lift negative emotions ?
I don't think it's clear what would be the result of taking MDMA or LSD. With MDMA you're probably going to feel good almost guaranteed. With LSD you could have a pretty bad trip given your situation.
I heard LSD can cause psychosis and I don't want that. I just want something to push me enough to CTB without fear
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
How was mushrooms? Do any of these life negative emotions ?

I heard LSD can cause psychosis and I don't want that. I just want something to push me enough to CTB without fear
LSD, nor do the majority of psychadelics, cause psychosis. They can certainly put you into a bad mental place if you overuse them, but for the most part they will not make anyone exhibit symptoms of psychosis unless they are already on the track to developing psychosis due to some other factors. LSD may genuinely make you not want to CTB anymore, or you could have a bad trip if you do not engage in the proper set and setting and you may feel traumatized for some time, or it may not change much for you. Either way it is not going to make suicide a fearless experience. Survival instincts are hardcoded in the brain and not easy to remove, even with excessive alcohol/benzos. Try looking into a method like SN that is easy to do, survival instincts will be easier to overcome.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
LSD, nor do the majority of psychadelics, cause psychosis. They can certainly put you into a bad mental place if you overuse them, but for the most part they will not make anyone exhibit symptoms of psychosis unless they are already on the track to developing psychosis due to some other factors. LSD may genuinely make you not want to CTB anymore, or you could have a bad trip if you do not engage in the proper set and setting and you may feel traumatized for some time, or it may not change much for you. Either way it is not going to make suicide a fearless experience. Survival instincts are hardcoded in the brain and not easy to remove, even with excessive alcohol/benzos. Try looking into a method like SN that is easy to do, survival instincts will be easier to overcome.
SN I tried that method 3 times already and always fear going all the way through with it. I don't even know where to look to try LSD and these drugs and sources folks would help
 
lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
SN I tried that method 3 times already and always fear going all the way through with it. I don't even know where to look to try LSD and these drugs and sources folks would help
You can grow your own mushrooms. You would have to go to the dark net for LSD but you can order mushroom spores legally in the US in all but 3 states.
 

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