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[Warum]

how do i overcome it? its so hard

 

[kitkatt]

I'm personally allowing myself to give up and fully detach as well as inhaling a potential cbt gas to get high and practice holding my breath. Nothing will make it not hard though it is hard wired into us although unfortunately we times.

 

[Warum]

i already threw away my job and looks. i am very underweight but i have started to order a lot of food and eat very unhealthy. i started not doing my hair anymore, letting the dye fade out, i no longer wear my fancy clothes. i am trying to let go of the few things i have enjoyed like fashion, yet i always end up going back. at least a little