SI and Suicidal Ideation

[liafreak]

I think some ppl on here have this idea that if u r scared of dying it means u don't wanna ctb badly enough. I don't think that's true, plenty of people really want to ctb but the natural survival instinct and the fear of the process of dying can stop them. I've attempted plenty of times and I'm still shit scared of dying, but that didn't stop me from attempting all the times that I did. I just think that this view of "maybe u didn't actually want to" is ignorant.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I agree. Many people can be very insensitive and they simply do not understand. It can be very difficult to ctb as even know we want to die we are programmed to survive. Many people are scared of death as this existence is all they know, they cannot comprehend what it is like to not exist. I am not scared of death personally, instead I am scared of the method failing and life in general. I wish you the best.

 

[depressedmaniac]

I think some ppl on here have this idea that if u r scared of dying it means u don't wanna ctb badly enough. I don't think that's true, plenty of people really want to ctb but the natural survival instinct and the fear of the process of dying can stop them. I've attempted plenty of times and I'm still shit scared of dying, but that didn't stop me from attempting all the times that I did. I just think that this view of "maybe u didn't actually want to" is ignorant.

exactly. keep in mind this forum is kinda accessible for pretty much anyone. Not everyone on here is at the same level as you. Even if they are its different for everybody. Its fucking terrifying every time for me and it doesn't get easier...
I wanna elaborate on that..there are ALOT of different ppl on here. some "prolifers." some really sick ppl. little ip ban will not stop them. so your best bet is to just get the info you need on methods and not to trust anyone really. just my 2 cents. laters.