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Hyperbunny

Student
Sep 12, 2020
138
i keep breaking up with them though because im sick
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
I don't see the point of getting a bf right before you ctb. You could lead them to becoming depressed and possibly ending up here.
 
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Tackingintothewind

Tackingintothewind

Mage
Mar 2, 2021
530
If you are definitely planning to ctb then no. That is horribly unfair to them. If getting another boyfriend is something that can help you recover, sure
 
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victoria91

Student
Jan 15, 2019
114
I've tried so many times breaking up with my partner out of guilt over wanting to kill myself so getting a boyfriend is probably the worse idea as it will mess him up.
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
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Clearly not.
 
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Ashley_1988

Member
Dec 13, 2019
62
sorry i am pretty confused about ur tread in the first place..like what did u expect us to answer..???
I hope totally for u to get better..but ur question Idk maybe there is a deeper reason behind it..
that u did not reveal whats totally okay its ur decision what u share with us..but from where I am standing..i just don´t get it sorry..

still hope for u u find the help u are looking for..whatever that is
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
Sounds like you already did, several times.
 
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Bergamot

Sorry babe i love you..
Jan 25, 2021
125
i think ctb everyday the reason are my gif and my old trauma , she's hurt me and brok me inside like other peoples
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Might as well. And if it doesn't work out, you have the usual options.
 
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Bergamot

Sorry babe i love you..
Jan 25, 2021
125
Might as well. And if it doesn't work out, you have the usual options.
which ? I love her so much I need her in my disgusting life she is the only glimmer of light I have
 
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Trans Magus

Member
Mar 8, 2021
49
Doesn't really seem fair to someone to form an emotional connection with them before you off yourself. What do you want from them? Emotional connection? Maybe another suicidal person would help. Sex? I recommend an escort. Support? The forum is pretty helpful.
 
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Personally, I think you shouldn't.
Why make a person love you when you know you'll hurt them a lot because of ctb?
For this reason, I'm not interesting in dating anyone. I'm way too mentally unstable and I know I might ctb at any moment in spite of trying to live.
 
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