Should I do it?

[randompolishdude]

getting SN in my country is pretty easy my life is very bard but i am still not sure cuz i guess maybe i have a chance for normal life i would have to suffer social isolation for a year or more not sure how long from one year hopefully and maybe 3 years but i dont think it would be that severe but yeah for one year and one month. so not sure what to do its very hard to cope i guess i still have a chance but no idea. my father is gone i have a lot of trauma my father used to drink alocohol but he never abused us i miss him he didnt deserve the suffering he had in the lst months of his life. i have a mother and 4 siblings i guess i would break them if i did that but they dont care about me that much anyway. social isolation is fucking me up i can survive anything at this point but not social isolation everybody seems so cruel towards me i am still a teen very young but yeah no idea if it will ever get better i dont wanna suffer for one year

 

[hdead]

By reading what I just read: no. Seek help where you can so long your living situation is stable. As for the isolation part, you reached out here! Online friends can also help to make you feel less alone.

As you mentioned, you still see a future for yourself. Hang on to that vision, at least for now.

Take care buddy.

 

[randompolishdude]

I can't seek help. I actually asked for help and they told me that they cant help me in my situation. Not going to lie there is literally nothing i can do except to wait it out. I live in a isolated village i actually used to have friends and everything used to be very good but life really turned upside down for me. But yeah sometimes pain is unbearable.

By reading what I just read: no. Seek help where you can so long your living situation is stable. As for the isolation part, you reached out here! Online friends can also help to make you feel less alone.

As you mentioned, you still see a future for yourself. Hang on to that vision, at least for now.

Take care buddy.

 

[Hollowman]

Only you can decide if you should.