should i check myself in

[zeek]

im at a crossroads, as i do want to ctb, but ive been living this long holding out for a saviour. should i check myself into the mental ward? i feel like i should leave that to the professionals if im really worth that. Its also been a stuggle getting the resources to ctb. I wish someone could just do it for me.

 

[moondazed]

its tough. i dont have the answers, but you do.

sometimes going into the medical system is scary but if you dont have a family or other emotional support system and you want to recover, there are resources. there's no shame in trying again

 

[Enlighten]

im at a crossroads, as i do want to ctb, but ive been living this long holding out for a saviour. should i check myself into the mental ward? i feel like i should leave that to the professionals if im really worth that. Its also been a stuggle getting the resources to ctb. I wish someone could just do it for me.

You are absolutely worth that. I'm not sure if a mental ward is the best way to survive long-term, but short term it is effective for sure.

 

[ifeelsobad]

No don't do it. It's being locked up and you can't leave when you want you are stuck until they say you can.