Venting Shitty CTB Countdown OC

[highndry]

In just 2 months, and 3 more days
The pain I feel will end
No need to keep up this charade
No need to pretend


There'll be no tears and no goodbyes
Because the truth's as so:
Behind my eyes and this disguise
I left 10 years ago


For now I'll wander, wind and wade
through this white water life
Knowing my decision is made
and soon will end my strife

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is hard and painful. When I think about death it gives me a feeling of relief knowing this life is only temporary. We really all deserve peace.

 

[alienatedmom9999]

Yes—I think the only true comfort I have is knowing that one day this will end.

 

[ReadyForIt]

This is a great poem, OP. I can relate to it quite a bit. Thank you for sharing this!