She actually responded!

[HFK40000]

The final breaking point was when my ex ghosted me and I started getting everything finalized to ctb. I said the only thing that should stop me from doing it is was my ex coming back into my life. I sent her a message about gong to a show with me next month because one of her favorite bands reunited. She said she would be willing to go with me but we would have to have a in depth conversation first. I still really want to die but, if she is in my life then it's all worth it.

 

[pedro3211]

Placing your life in the hands of whether or not a girl responds to your message or not is a dangerous spot to be in. You have worth and value regardless of whether or not she responds to you or not.

 

[Climber]

I'm so happy for you. Good luck.

 

[HFK40000]

Placing your life in the hands of whether or not a girl responds to your message or not is a dangerous spot to be in. You have worth and value regardless of whether or not she responds to you or not.

I know that it's not the best situation to be in but, it's unfortunately where I am. She is the only one who made living worth it. I know I have worth and value but it doesn't matter if you can't share it with the right person.