Set a date. Booked Hotel.

[matt6callis]

After a few weeks of feeling ok, the desperate sense of doom has returned.
I think I have accepted this is how it is for me now.
I can't live like this. I just can't. I've been battling for years, the last 8 months took all I had left. OCD and paranoia have destroyed me.
Already have SN. Booked a hotel room.

 

[CommitSudoku]

It's amazing you've battled against the OCD and paranoia for so long. I hope whatever happens and whatever you may decide to do that you find much deserved peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are going through this. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I understand that it is dreadful when things just get worse. I wish you the best in whatever happens.