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anonymous29

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Feb 2, 2026
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I cant bring myself to cut because I'm too scared of the affect it'll have on anyone who discovers the only thing I have is straight up attempting to partial hang myself and then backing out because I'm not ready to die

I'm looking for a method that doesnt have long term/permanent damage because I get zero satisfaction out of partial hanging it just feels even worse because I didnt get to go through with it

the issue with less damaging self harms (ice, nails) than cutting is it also doesnt satisfy anything because it feels cheap and fake to me

suggest anything though, even if it seems like something i wouldnt use, i just need ideas in general
 
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