seems like everyone around me is sucessful but me

[NothingElseMatters]

shit man i'm fucking tired of this bulshit. i work my ass out to receive a a few bucks that can barely pay my meds and when i look around people's live seems so easy and fulness. i totaly get who commit suicide. i do believe we're already in hell and death is heaven. gotta be.

 

[Toxic Positivity]

I understand the same. Most if not all of my friends are college graduates who are working jobs whose pay justifies the stress. For me, I've suffered so much in my life, except I have nothing to show for it. Just a bunch of trauma and no qualifications. If I were to get a job now, the only ones I qualify for are unfulfilling and do not pay well. I have hit the game over screen of my life. I am ready to go. To expect me to dig myself out of this hole is to expect too much.

 

[Eternaloblivionplea]

I understand the same. Most if not all of my friends are college graduates who are working jobs whose pay justifies the stress. For me, I've suffered so much in my life, except I have nothing to show for it. Just a bunch of trauma and no qualifications. If I were to get a job now, the only ones I qualify for are unfulfilling and do not pay well. I have hit the game over screen of my life. I am ready to go. To expect me to dig myself out of this hole is to expect too much.

Can relate to this a lot. I try not compare myself to other people, not going on social media helps. Seems that comparisons are automatic though. It becomes really toxic. There doesn't seem to be any silver lining to trauma as though life is a slow torturous death sentence, with the parts that make life worth living missing.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

100%… I don't know a bigger failure among my peers. It's weird and unfortunate.

 

[Superdeterminist]

We're badly need a decent 'resign' option for the hazardous game of existence.

 

[Zegers]

when i look around people's live seems so easy and fulness

 

[Hurt]

Yes. I feel the same and that makes me more suicidal because I cant have a normal life and I am sorry that you are experiecing these feelings too.

 

[LongtimeLoser]

Someone's been on social media, watching reality TV, and/or watching porn again. If you compare yourself to any of that type of stuff you'll feel inadequate all the time. Remember, none of that stuff is real… at least 99.9953836% of it… even this website isn't real a lot of times.

At any rate, everyone has their own struggles, and everyone's struggles are relative. Try to remember that.

 

[Hurt]

Someone's been on social media, watching reality TV, and/or watching porn again. If you compare yourself to any of that type of stuff you'll feel inadequate all the time. Remember, none of that stuff is real… at least 99.9953836% of it… even this website isn't real a lot of times.

At any rate, everyone has their own struggles, and everyone's struggles are relative. Try to remember that.

Totally agreed.

 

[The Disinherited]

This thread really hit home for me... It's just so sad having no place, no calling / vocation, just being a bum. I would have been better off being born into the middle ages because I'd have made a terrific fool.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is just extremely unfair after all. It is such a horrible world that we live in where many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. I do see this life as being hell and it really can be torture being alive. To me, life just seems to be suffering for the sake of it.

 

[Darth Ruin]

I feel fortunate to have had easy jobs for now but I fear the time that it will change. I doubt that I can make for a long time, my previous "real jobs" I only managed for 6 months tops each, and only because I knew it would be temporary.