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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
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I am ready to go soon. I dont want to be alone and search someone to talk with.
I speak english and french.
I plan to drink N.
If you want to keep me company, contact me.
I feel so alone.
I self-sabotaged recently and I deserve what happens.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
348
I just booked the hotel from today to saturday
mh. I am even more alone than what i thought.
I was thinking i could chat here before i go. but nobody reply.
it is quite sad
 
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trying.to.find.peace

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Nov 2, 2021
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I just booked the hotel from today to saturday
mh. I am even more alone than what i thought.
I was thinking i could chat here before i go. but nobody reply.
it is quite sad
Hey if you want to vent in here. Hopefully you find the peace you search.
 
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suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
348
Sorry for the thread. I will not go today.
I am fed up with that crap. The urge is so high and then it crash down. And the next day, the pain is so high that the urge comes back again.
It is exhausting. Sorry guys
 
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fox_wannabe

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Jul 7, 2021
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Sorry for the thread. I will not go today.
I am fed up with that crap. The urge is so high and then it crash down. And the next day, the pain is so high that the urge comes back again.
It is exhausting. Sorry guys
It is really exhausting, I went through it several times before. We can speak if you want to, but I advise not to be in rush for ctb. It will come with easy when the right time comes
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I am tired of life as well. I'm sorry you are in so much pain. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. When the time comes to leave, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
 
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