I will most likely fail some classes this semester. The more behind I get, the worse I perform. The worse I perform, the greater the anxiety over never being able to get a good job. Without a good job in this society, I might as well end it. No point in suffering through a shitty low skilled service job or dangerous construction job. I've tried that. I'd rather be dead.
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ClairyFairy
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- Jan 22, 2021
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I'm sorry that you're feeling like this. I come from a family where my siblings are drs and lawyers and real high fliers. I've only just known that I was the most abused one, guess what I work 2 days in a shop. It does contribute to me wanting to ctb. Can you retake the year/semester or would the outcome be the same? You never know, keep your fingers crossed you might pass it by the skin of your teeth
WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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Sorry you're going through this, pal.
In my case, high school was what triggered my suicidal thoughts. Such a hell!
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