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erdbeeren

erdbeeren

Student
Oct 13, 2021
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Apparently, that's what I have. I suppose it helps explain why I have experienced certain things. But at the same time, I feel even more isolated.

I wish I was born with a normal brain and not have to deal with such strange thoughts and so much suffering. Or better yet, never being born at all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I wish that I was never born as well, as to never exist means to never suffer. I am sorry that you are in this horrible situation, it can be really awful being alive. I wish you the best.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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schizoid, Schizotypal, and antisocial 255029545 1060102178099873 2184831826342685350 n
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I googled it and I have some symptoms. I was brainwashed into thinking that my failure is all my fault, it is my personality, my attitude, ...etc. I didn't know much about mental illness until I became 31 years old!
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,911
I'm also schizotypal, but add narcissistic and autistic to the mix. Not a bad combination! ;)
 
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Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
727
It's good to see I'm not the only one with this disorder although it's fucked up to be in our body
 

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