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schoolgirlbyosamu

schoolgirlbyosamu

"You only need to turn over your wrists."
Feb 24, 2026
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I've recently been suspected of having schizophrenia, which is one my biggest fears. I'm at the right age where it would spontaneously develop.
How likely is someone with schizophrenia to ctb? Does anyone else here deal with this? life is already taxing enough, this new development seems like a final nail in the coffin.
 
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ivathantri

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Jun 7, 2026
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I'm in the same boat. Been in therapy for months. She told me about how she thinks that it could be that. I also seen like 3 other people she sent me to. They even made me read about schizotypal personality disorder. I'm currently fed up with them. She kinda tricked me once time, she told me what if I felt like I couldn't leave my house. The only answer I could tell her is that I would CTB. Looking back she was phishing for that answer and I gave it to her.
I also told her I would do it by SN, then later that day I saw a video of someone dying of SN and it looked painful. :( I don't have a method anymore. I feel like something is keeping me around, so I guess that's why I haven't done it yet
 
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InfiniteZzz

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Jan 16, 2024
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I deal with schizophrenia and its really hard to live with. I get medication for it and it do help, but i still got lots of symptoms. I plan on ending my life at some point, i cant live with this the rest of my life. I dont know how likely someone with schizophrenia is to ctb but i would like to know that too. I imagine it would be high.

Anyway sorry u might got it too, i hope u can get some help. If u dont mind me asking, what symptoms do u have?
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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Just want to remind you that you are going to get a heavy bias asking people on this site about their life with mental illness. There are plenty of people who live happy, functional lives with schizophrenia.
 
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InfiniteZzz

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Jan 16, 2024
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Just want to remind you that you are going to get a heavy bias asking people on this site about their life with mental illness. There are plenty of people who live happy, functional lives with schizophrenia.
I dont see how u can live a happy life with schizophrenia but i can also only talk for myself because i dont know anyone else with it