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discardedshards

discardedshards

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May 1, 2026
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i dont know what it is but i feel like now that things are going a bit better for me i feel content in dying if that makes sense. every year i've held on long enough and i feel like i'm finally ready to try again :p ive looked into ways on how to ctb n helium suicide seems like the most ideal method for me but i'm only 18 my biggest fear is buying the materials and it seeming a bit suspicious since i dont rlly have a reason to be buying helium--help needed plsplspls!! <33
 
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Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
50
Helium was 10 y ago. These days it's only possible with extremely expensive high purity company tanks, the flowmeters ect are to expensive and it's not the most easy method to do flawless
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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just about to turn 19 tomorrow lol .. i also have the same fears about acquiring means and stuff like that. if i remember correctly, most helium suppliers mix oxygen in, so an excuse to get pure helium.. i don't even know if people our age have those kinds of excuses at all
 
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winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties โค๏ธ
Feb 23, 2026
43
You could always say that your welding if your asked.
 
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discardedshards

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May 1, 2026
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Helium was 10 y ago. These days it's only possible with extremely expensive high purity company tanks, the flowmeters ect are to expensive and it's not the most easy method to do flawless
agh damn that sucks ๐Ÿ’” it's the only painless method i'm aware of and that i've really wanted to pursue but i don't wanna spend so much :(
just about to turn 19 tomorrow lol .. i also have the same fears about acquiring means and stuff like that. if i remember correctly, most helium suppliers mix oxygen in, so an excuse to get pure helium.. i don't even know if people our age have those kinds of excuses at all
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” i'll keep looking for something else if that's the case but thanks for the help :)
 
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valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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You could always say that your welding if your asked.
yeah that's, i think probably the best one? and it's still not that good for most people. my bitch ass is snuggled up in bed 21 hours a day
 
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Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
60
agh damn that sucks ๐Ÿ’” it's the only painless method i'm aware of and that i've really wanted to pursue but i don't wanna spend so much :(

๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” i'll keep looking for something else if that's the case but thanks for the help :)
I know a method where you use a small grill to kill yourself with the smoke in an airtight room. Be careful not to set anything on fire; you can use duct tape to seal any areas that aren't airtight. I don't know if this method is safe or reliable, you'd have to look into it.
Carbon monoxide poisoning is the method, you can research it, but you'll most likely cough like when smoking.
This is not a guide; please do your own research.
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

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Jan 11, 2026
329
I am not sure about that as I have just SN and other things but I like the sound of whipped cream chargers. But I don't know if I can handle that stuff. I don't have them yet to test.
 

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