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allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
279
The thought of failing another suicide attempt makes my skin crawl. I don't care if in my last moments I unexpectedly feel the pain of 1000 men, I need to end this. I'm not religious, but I hope if there is any higher power, please spare me just a little bit of pity. Please, please..please don't fail
 
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FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
Sending light and love, no matter what decision you make. I'm sorry for your pain.
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
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Me too
 
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Valsalva

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Feb 25, 2020
96
The thought of failing another suicide attempt makes my skin crawl. I don't care if in my last moments I unexpectedly feel the pain of 1000 men, I need to end this. I'm not religious, but I hope if there is any higher power, please spare me just a little bit of pity. Please, please..please don't fail
How did. you Familie before?
 
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KibblesNBits

Student
May 30, 2020
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Afraid of dying but also terrified of the prospect of lingering and suffering. I just wish someone could hold me.
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
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Peace and love friend 101
 
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allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
279
Sorry. I meant how did you fail before?
Didn't plan well enough or do my research, I would "research" but it would be one quora posting and I'd base the entire attempt off it. I'm so prepared this time though, it feels real. I feel like my existence is slowing coming to a stop, this time for once it feels REAL
 
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Valsalva

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Feb 25, 2020
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Which method did you try and which method will you use now? Best wishes and peace.
 

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