Saturday night: the worst hours of the week for me

[calssilva]

sorry guys, but I need to speak, this is something that is devastating my life.

It's been 3 months since she broke up with me. During this time, I have lost my dreams and my desire to continue to live.

First came the meds, then the psych wards, bpd and finally the ocpd diagnostic (one more med).

They treat me like I was crazy, so do I....

Because I wish I had a bottle of SN now !!!!

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry you're going through this, pal. Love can really hurt.

It took me almost 1 year to get over one of my exs so, just hang on. Some day you won't miss her so much.

As for me, in order not to think so much about love and those days on which I had friends, I spend my Saturday nights getting drunk af and on Sundays I just sleep while I struggle with hangovers.

 

[SweetDreams500]

That sucks, I hope things get better for you.

If you don't mind me asking, what is it like to date someone?

 

[OhBother]

You shouldn't have to apologize just like everyone on here. It's a curse that came along with being human. Whether you leave or stay just know that you don't deserve the amount of pain you're going through.

 

[Isisnefert]

My first depression and my first ctb wish was for a love breakup, this was in 2008, then, I have several relapses, I have a weak mind

 

[calssilva]

I'm sorry you're going through this, pal. Love can really hurt.

It took me almost 1 year to get over one of my exs so, just hang on. Some day you won't miss her so much.

As for me, in order not to think so much about love and those days on which I had friends, I spend my Saturday nights getting drunk af and on Sundays I just sleep while I struggle with hangovers.

Doctors say that I can't take alcohol, but fuck them, who cares about psychiatrists say ???

I am going to drink all wine that I have....

That sucks, I hope things get better for you.

If you don't mind me asking, what is it like to date someone?

To be honest, I didn't get use to date many people, but with her, was very different

She was the perfect woman for me, it was wonderful because I stop to try to CTB and was happy (a complete miracle for me).

but when She realized I had problems, she left...

 

[WornOutLife]

Doctors say that I can't take alcohol, but fuck them, who cares about psychiatrists say ???

The told me the same but I just need to escape to another reality.
Booze and SS are my only friends lol

 

[calssilva]

The told me the same but I just need to escape to another reality.
Booze and SS are my only friends lol

What is Booze ?

 

[WornOutLife]

What is Booze ?

Alcohol!