FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,886
I joined Sanctioned Suicide at 22 years old and now I am 28. I have struggled with suicidal thoughts since the age of 21. I always felt like life just wasn't for me in so many ways and the thought of having another 20 years absolutely scared me.
Learning in detail what will happen if a particular method fails is why I have not attempted suicide this whole time. The information about methods on Sanctioned Suicide has helped me realise how harmful suicide is on the body and the harm might not even reversed.
I would have never ended up on Sanctioned Suicide if the people around me listened me to when I reached out. I did reach out so many times nobody in my life took me seriously. I was told the same patronising phrases over and over again by those around me
● " Everything happens for a reason"
●"People have it harder than you"
● " You have your whole life ahead of you"
● " people are disabled" insert lecture about how I am being "ungrateful"
So I gave up. I tried getting help under the NHS but always unsuccessful and getting a private therapist is too expensive.
Learning in detail what will happen if a particular method fails is why I have not attempted suicide this whole time. The information about methods on Sanctioned Suicide has helped me realise how harmful suicide is on the body and the harm might not even reversed.
I would have never ended up on Sanctioned Suicide if the people around me listened me to when I reached out. I did reach out so many times nobody in my life took me seriously. I was told the same patronising phrases over and over again by those around me
● " Everything happens for a reason"
●"People have it harder than you"
● " You have your whole life ahead of you"
● " people are disabled" insert lecture about how I am being "ungrateful"
So I gave up. I tried getting help under the NHS but always unsuccessful and getting a private therapist is too expensive.
