Same shit different day!

[Freeme3820]

Every day as soon as my eyes open I think about wanting to be dead, it's litrually every single day and it actually gets worse each day, feels like my only goal in my life is to die! It's like I'm just here, trapped, and that's it

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Every day as soon as my eyes open I think about wanting to be dead, it's litrually every single day and it actually gets worse each day, feels like my only goal in my life is to die! It's like I'm just here, trapped, and that's it

That's how I feel too.

 

[Tigeress Lost]

That's how I feel too.

Hi
Where are you from

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Hi
Where are you from

Croatia. You?

 

[Tigeress Lost]

Croatia. You?

Uk
Love the name

 

[Existingnotliving]

Every day as soon as my eyes open I think about wanting to be dead, it's litrually every single day and it actually gets worse each day, feels like my only goal in my life is to die! It's like I'm just here, trapped, and that's it

Never read something so relatable

 

[BPD Barbie]

Every day as soon as my eyes open I think about wanting to be dead, it's litrually every single day and it actually gets worse each day, feels like my only goal in my life is to die! It's like I'm just here, trapped, and that's it

That's how I feel as well. I get a few seconds after waking up then this feeling creeps into my chest again and I realise I have another day of hell in front of me. Sorry you feel this way love, sending you some hugs and love

 

[Freeme3820]

That's how I feel too.

It's rubbish ain't it x

Uk
Love the name

UK here too x

Never read something so relatable ❤

It's so tiring isent it x

That's how I feel as well. I get a few seconds after waking up then this feeling creeps into my chest again and I realise I have another day of hell in front of me. Sorry you feel this way love, sending you some hugs and love

It's pretty sad that so many people feel the same way really, I just think what if I was born in a different year or a diff country would it be different, daft I no but its something I seem to focus on, sending love to you too x

 

[RedDEE]

Round and round we go on the tilt-o-whirl of life. And as we go round and round, the ride gets faster and faster, and we get dizzier - and sicker, and sicker, and sicker, and sicker.

The only time I'm happy is when I'm asleep. Not dreaming, but in a deep deep sleep. Nothing hurts worse than waking up from that deep sleep, and recollecting where I am, and who I am. And it feels, OH NO, why couldn't I have woken up as a different person with a better life? Why couldn't I have just stayed in that deep sleep forever?

And it just keeps going on.

 

[Freeme3820]

Round and round we go on the tilt-o-whirl of life. And as we go round and round, the ride gets faster and faster, and we get dizzier - and sicker, and sicker, and sicker, and sicker.

The only time I'm happy is when I'm asleep. Not dreaming, but in a deep deep sleep. Nothing hurts worse than waking up from that deep sleep, and recollecting where I am, and who I am. And it feels, OH NO, why couldn't I have woken up as a different person with a better life? Why couldn't I have just stayed in that deep sleep forever?

And it just keeps going on.

God yea, I know exactly were you are coming from, people say they feel like they are a burden, I feel like life is a burden x

 

[Darrenloses]

Much and such the same.. I know how you feel.. Life can feel on track but then these invasive thoughts come in, can't cope anymore

 

[Freeme3820]

Much and such the same.. I know how you feel.. Life can feel on track but then these invasive thoughts come in, can't cope anymore

 

[RedDEE]

God yea, I know exactly were you are coming from, people say they feel like they are a burden, I feel like life is a burden x

Absolutely. I'm born into this life - life should provide for me. Life should be like a loving parent that cares for us, and gives us all what we need when we need it. But life doesn't. Life is like a shitty parent that is a bad provider - that beats us with a phone cord and

Spoiler: trigger warning

rapes our butthole.

I didn't ask for life. Life happened to me. Why fuck was I born if everything is just gonna be bullshit all the time?

 

[Busdriver]

Love this thread. So relateable. Getting up angry, depressed, anxious, tired, and sad every day.

I would love it if saying this to a GP will result in prescription for N.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I fully relate. My life seems to be heading toward ctb. My life has contained a string of failures, the most current being my failure to kill myself as of yet.

I would love it if saying this to a GP will result in prescription for N.

A prescription for N... this sounds like a dream world. I want to go to there!

 

[mopeyD]

Totally relate to all the posts in this thread. I feel trapped and exist somewhere between wanting to be dead and too afraid so far to actually do it. But I know I'm helpless and hopeless and life will not get better. I'm 37 and that's enough years of life to know I ain't it. I'm tired of being this shitty character in a video game without the ability to level up. I've been called a loser my whole life and quite frankly I haven't proven them wrong.

 

[Freeme3820]

Totally relate to all the posts in this thread. I feel trapped and exist somewhere between wanting to be dead and too afraid so far to actually do it. But I know I'm helpless and hopeless and life will not get better. I'm 37 and that's enough years of life to know I ain't it. I'm tired of being this shitty character in a video game without the ability to level up. I've been called a loser my whole life and quite frankly I haven't proven them wrong.

The only people who are the losers are the ones calling you that, that's the only way they feel like they are something special by putting someone down x

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Round and round we go on the tilt-o-whirl of life. And as we go round and round, the ride gets faster and faster, and we get dizzier - and sicker, and sicker, and sicker, and sicker.

The only time I'm happy is when I'm asleep. Not dreaming, but in a deep deep sleep. Nothing hurts worse than waking up from that deep sleep, and recollecting where I am, and who I am. And it feels, OH NO, why couldn't I have woken up as a different person with a better life? Why couldn't I have just stayed in that deep sleep forever?

And it just keeps going on.

I took a bit of melatonin and diazepam last night, I was finally able to have a deep sleep with no dreams. It felt so good. I wish it would last forever.