goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
- 514
I really feel like I'm running out of methods here i feel like I've tried or considered just about everything
Couldn't jump cause afraid of heights
Couldn't drown because afraid of water
SN couldn't strave myself for 24HR and even if i could it's not fully reliable accessible or even painless so what would be the point
I considered toaster bathing but was advised against it with good reason
Considered F but couldn't access
Considered cherry extract but no clue how to do it
Been trying CO but haven't managed to get it to work
Recently looked into the lanugry method and cant figure it out
Tried the bag method
Tried slitting throat but takes alot of emotions for me to pull off and even then SI
Can't access guns
Considered hanging but can't tie a noose properly or find somewhere to hang
Considered cyanide again couldn't access
Looked into being put down with euthanasia and not easy
Couldn't jump infront of a train
N requires going to peru
Again there is definitely more I've considered and tried that I've forgotten about here you name it i've probably considered it tried it and if you have any other methods to try or consider honestly I'm open but I'm not sure if i'll even find one that works and it terrfies me
Couldn't jump cause afraid of heights
Couldn't drown because afraid of water
SN couldn't strave myself for 24HR and even if i could it's not fully reliable accessible or even painless so what would be the point
I considered toaster bathing but was advised against it with good reason
Considered F but couldn't access
Considered cherry extract but no clue how to do it
Been trying CO but haven't managed to get it to work
Recently looked into the lanugry method and cant figure it out
Tried the bag method
Tried slitting throat but takes alot of emotions for me to pull off and even then SI
Can't access guns
Considered hanging but can't tie a noose properly or find somewhere to hang
Considered cyanide again couldn't access
Looked into being put down with euthanasia and not easy
Couldn't jump infront of a train
N requires going to peru
Again there is definitely more I've considered and tried that I've forgotten about here you name it i've probably considered it tried it and if you have any other methods to try or consider honestly I'm open but I'm not sure if i'll even find one that works and it terrfies me