running away

[sweetness]

hi guys. i just wanted to say thank you so much for all the support you've given me and others. this community seems so tight, but i'm a lurker by nature so i didnt interact much. sorry about that. and i'm rambling. i have some clothes packed and i'm hoping to leave home in a couple hours, hopefully towards eastbourne/beachy head. i haven't even taken the first step forward and i'm so fucking scared ahaha. i may ctb, i may not. i even planned stumbling into a hospital and asking for help. i just wanna see where fate takes me, i guess. see whether god wants me dead or alive after all. either way, the second i step out of that door my life will be changing forever. anyway, you guys seem amazing, i may be dead next week, i may be hospitalised, who knows. please don't delete my account though. i wish you all the best! i think you deserve so much more than this.

 

[rt1989526]

Why are you running away?

 

[Superdeterminist]

Wishing you the best. I ran away once but I quickly ended up back at home. I don't know if I would be happier now had I never returned. I totally understand your choice.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i hope things take a turn for the better for you. you deserve better than what life has given you.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I've also run away before but was found within the same day because SI forced me to get help before I could starve to death. Whatever happens, I wish you good luck on your journey.

Take my advice with a huge ass grain of salt: Wherever you're running from it helps to know where exactly you're going. I don't think I'd recommend the hospital unless you're sure you won't be sent back. Try to get as far from your hometown as possible if you can too.

 

[whywere]

I hope that your life turns better. I am hoping that you get lots of beautiful sunrises and vibrant sunsets with the knowledge that you are loved.

 

[death137]

Wish you the best.