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lonleycrowdedwest

im so dumb i misspelled lonely
Aug 16, 2021
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I am currently on lamotrigene, which helps significantly with manic symptoms and suicidal thoughts, but does not stop me from wanting to ctb. I know I will not be able to heighten my emotions enough to go though with it while on this drug. However if I go off it there is a withdrawal and I will likely embarrass myself by acting weird. If I CTB thats OK, but if I dont I will probably go back on the drug and be stuck again. Thanks for your advice.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are suffering, it sounds like a difficult situation you are in. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 

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