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am045

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Aug 4, 2026
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I was in touch with @IfFairiesWereReal. Received a goodbye message yesterday morning. Inside, I was hoping they would stick around for longer, and I tried to make them feel better. So I do feel guilty. RIP, will cherish our conversations and will miss you.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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🌈 rest in peace, beautiful soul
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
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i hope their pain is gone, and wish them the best
 
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ctb_warrior

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I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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Ohh my god.. This is so heartbreaking.. may her soul rest in peace. May she got the peace she was looking for.. Thank you for sharing the news of her demise 💐 i hope her family can gather the strength to face this loss
@am045 , you know i had a discussion with her just a few weeks ago, my heart bleeds after knowing that they are gone. I feel extremely bad. I join my hands to pray to God for the peace of that sweet soul.😭😭😭😭 I wish they talked to me or you, we could have comforted them.. Death is really something extreme. I don't know if i should be happy or sad.. Happy because they got what they wanted, or sad because they are no more.. i don't know.

May god give them peace🥲😭
 
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bakenohana

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ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
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hope they found what they were looking for, rest in peace
 

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