Right now I'm to scared to kill myself but I know it's the only fix for my problems

[Pcgamer1]

Right now im to scared to kill myself but I know it's the only solution to my problem. Covid is never gonna end and we're gonna be forced to social distance and wear masks forever. I can't find any new close friends because of poor social skills and living in a place with strict covid protocols. I don't have enough money to move to a place like Florida. Then there's climate change and wealth inequality, I can't even afford to rent a studio anywhere in the country comfortably. And I don't know if I can get good roommates because I'm transgender. And all the LGBT households I've found in my area are in the city where there's ultra high crime rates. I tried moving to the city and has my car smashed 3 times in just 4 months. I already have a plan of jumping off the golden gate bridge in San Francisco, but I'm to scared to do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is painful when everything is hopeless. Life is just so horrible. I'm sorry you have to go through all this. Of course suicide is very difficult as we are programmed to survive after all, if it was easier I would already be gone. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[Pcgamer1]

I understand it is painful when everything is hopeless. Life is just so horrible. I'm sorry you have to go through all this. Of course suicide is very difficult as we are programmed to survive after all, if it was easier I would already be gone. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

Yeah sadly suicide is the only fix in my case