Renewed identification and renewed hope

[ojinzo]

I was suppose to ctb two weeks ago until the hotel I booked denied me due to an expired identification. I was livid. I had my cuffs, turkey bags and tape. However today I renewed my ID and I've set a new date for the awful ordeal.

I can't do it where I live so having an option renews my hope to do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel relieved at having a plan to ctb. None of us should ever have to feel trapped in this world. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.