Relying on suicide, abandoned life.

[Jack'sPain]

As a really made my mind for suicide a dropped almost all my life tasks... have even let my relationship with my loved ones shatter.. so that they do not feel too bad when I leave but I could not make proper arrangement for my preferred method gunshot... am not bein abl to pull myself for the other I can, that's drowning with pills, and I am stuck in between life and death in my life is getting harder and harder if I don't go to the other side how can will I manage..
There's my mother who I loved the most, I even let my relation. spoil with her..

 

[SobGoblin]

I'm in the same boat with ignoring and ruining my relationships with my family. It hurts, but it's probably for the best.
I hope somehow, somewhere, you find the peace that you are looking for.

 

[Bullit]

Do what you think is best,BUT,either call or write or speak face to face to your mother! Tell her you love her and you're sorry that things are fucked up.
if she rejects you or something, so be it,but you must make it clear she was a good mother and you love her. Then,go do whatever you think you should do. Goodluck,friend. I wish you happiness,but in lieu of that,I wish you peace!!!

 

[hʚll]

same. it feels like i don't even exist anymore. so unreal. and uncomfortable.
hope you will find a way out of that limbo. good luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

In a way I feel like I've already died but I'm still breathing. It can be really exhausting feeling like this, I wish you well.