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dinosaurcat

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Oct 22, 2021
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I've ingested some of the pills. Most likely not enough to kill me. I don't know if I want to die or not. I've tried vomiting them out. Should I let nature take it's course and go to sleep and see if I wake up?
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Just read an article where a guy collapsed 30 minutes after. It didn't say how much he took, but another article said anything over one gram is potentially fatal. If you took less than that, there's a decent chance you'll be okay but end up with lots of diarrhea. What you do from here on is entirely up to you.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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Call for help. Ring emergency services. You said you regret the attempt.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
What pills? And are you sure you want to die?
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,726
I agree, call the paramedics. You say you don't know if you want to live or die and your predicament clearly indicates this. Please call emerfency services and get the help it appears you need. Professional help doesn't suit everybody but based on your actions I'm picking up hints that it may be something that could benefit you. I think you need to have a conversation with a sympathetic ear.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I hope he is fine. That would be sad If he died by accidental overdose. I do not imply that he didn't want to die.
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
They said they only took some. In another post, they mentioned having 1g total, which "should" be non-lethal if they didn't take all of it. I agree it sounds like they aren't 100% sure they want to go, so hopefully they can get what they need to get better.
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
You ok?? yr device has you active on this page.
Acceptance is the answer, just know that.
Much love.
 
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dinosaurcat

Member
Oct 22, 2021
9
I hope he is fine. That would be sad If he died by accidental overdose. I do not imply that he didn't want to die.
I'm in the hospital at the moment. I should be out in 20hrs
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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toforigivelife

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2021
493
I don't know if a large hospital bill is what's keeping you from calling for help but if you cannot induce vomiting or ask a friend to stay with you and watch over you to make sure that you're alright, then please either go to a hospital or call emergency services if you really feel that you don't want your attempt to be successful.

Wishing you the best.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
I can imagine it must be awful to regret an attempt and to go through this. I hope you are okay now, I wish you the best.
 
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