Really want N but

[Bamman]

It's the uncertainty of it being seized and being faced with criminal charges and fines that keeps me from just doing it.

just so hopeless and desperate. Hanging is my backup but I don't think I can cope with the pain that will likely bring...

I'm sure I'm not the only one feeling this way?

scared to keep on living. Got a lot too loose either way If I choose ctb or living. But I know the former is an immense comfort in a very somber way.

 

[lofticries]

Same. I'm so envious of the ppl who get N on here.

I mean my exit bag/mask method isn't so bad. It's peaceful but the thought of screwing something up assembling the whole thing makes me anxious.

I wish there was a country where N is legal. I'd be taking a vocation there in the future.

 

[alown]

I understand how you feel, you can always try to order and if there is a seizure you can simply deny it.

especially if you take care to pay by cryptocurrency, unlike western.

 

[WornOutLife]

N is my dream but I will probably never get in Argentina because of the damn customs.

 

[loopylou]

Customs are wack.
I sent a parcel abroad a few days ago had to fill out a customs form. Apparently I have broke custom rules sending perishable goods so I don't know if it will make it

 

[katesmith]

It's the uncertainty of it being seized and being faced with criminal charges and fines that keeps me from just doing it.

just so hopeless and desperate. Hanging is my backup but I don't think I can cope with the pain that will likely bring...

I'm sure I'm not the only one feeling this way?

scared to keep on living. Got a lot too loose either way If I choose ctb or living. But I know the former is an immense comfort in a very somber way.

I am feeling the exact same way!

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

You're not alone. I feel the same thing all the time. Another thing is antiemetic is mandatory for N method but here the doctors are hard. No way they would believe my lie.

That's why I seriously consider SN. Because in my place it's cheap and very easy to buy, plus antiemetic is not mandatory, since you can always use back up drink.

 

[katesmith]

You're not alone. I feel the same thing all the time. Another thing is antiemetic is mandatory for N method but here the doctors are hard. No way they would believe my lie.

That's why I seriously consider SN. Because in my place it's cheap and very easy to buy, plus antiemetic is not mandatory, since you can always use back up drink.

Yeah i didnt realise i had to get that. Im not good at lying my doc will think why do i need a certain type of prescription

 

[BornBrief]

Ahhhh what :( I didn't realize antiemetic was mandatory.. so with SN do you just take more if you puke until it sticks?