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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

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Jul 10, 2024
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I am at a point of peace with the idea of CTB. I really, really want N but the dosage is recommended to be 10gm-12gm (according to the article I read) and I found a source. But they only sell in mg and it's $61 for 5mg. I could get some from my employment because if you're going to take it, they can't arrest a corpse.

So, obviously SN is the next best option. I've read a lot of articles and a lot of y'alls threads. I'm trying to figure out the best way to obtain it without alerting anyone and getting a wellness check. I found a source but they only sell to businesses. I technically have my own business but I think putting a photography company's name on an order for NS might seem a bit suspicious.

For those who did obtain it successfully, was there anything special you had to do or did you use a normal address and legal? Just cross your fingers and hope for the best?

Thankfully, since I do have access to pharmaceuticals, getting the other necessities are easier than shit. I already have oxycodone 5mg tabs(I have two tabs left) and zofran from a recent surgery. I have chronic insomnia so it's not uncommon for me to request a couple of controlled sedatives from my primary doctor.
 
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