Ready to Buy N

[gus.nixon]

So I'm ready to make a purchase from a well-respected supplier of N. All I have to do is send the money. I'm writing this because I'm scared, people. I'm not worried about the price, I'm scared because I'm close to actually going through with the most important decision of my life. I can't find much info on N as far as amount of time it takes from ingestion to CTB and what the process feels like. I wish we had a super extensive N section like we do for SN. Now I already have my SN but that scares the shit out of me (I'm probably just being irrational about SN because I hear so many positive things about it). It still scares me though. N scares me too but they call it the "gold standard" as far as indigestibles go, so I'm feeling that this is the way. Once I wire the money, there's no turning back. No guarantees it will even pass through customs or be legit. So many unknowns. Ugh. Why does life have to be so hard for us? I know people who are actually happy and I fucking hate them. I don't actually hate them but I hate the fact that I don't have what they have. You all have helped me so much just because you understand what it's like. I'd feel better if you could respond to this with some good news about N and stuff. I want to die so badly but I'm so scared too.

 

[alown]

So I'm ready to make a purchase from a well-respected supplier of N. All I have to do is send the money. I'm writing this because I'm scared, people. I'm not worried about the price, I'm scared because I'm close to actually going through with the most important decision of my life. I can't find much info on N as far as amount of time it takes from ingestion to CTB and what the process feels like. I wish we had a super extensive N section like we do for SN. Now I already have my SN but that scares the shit out of me (I'm probably just being irrational about SN because I hear so many positive things about it). It still scares me though. N scares me too but they call it the "gold standard" as far as indigestibles go, so I'm feeling that this is the way. Once I wire the money, there's no turning back. No guarantees it will even pass through customs or be legit. So many unknowns. Ugh. Why does life have to be so hard for us? I know people who are actually happy and I fucking hate them. I don't actually hate them but I hate the fact that I don't have what they have. You all have helped me so much just because you understand what it's like. I'd feel better if you could respond to this with some good news about N and stuff. I want to die so badly but I'm so scared too.

without any indiscretions, can I ask you if you order from A, you say that the source is sure but you still doubt the quality readin your lines.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Being scared is the one thing that keeps me here. Maybe it's cowardice but how long have you been debating this feeling

 

[loopylou]

I'm about to order too. Feels like a huge step to take. But... must be done.

 

[alown]

I will also order soon. it's like insurance for me.

 

[gus.nixon]

We're all in this together and we'll be out of it together soon too. I love you all but fuck this horrible world

 

[gus.nixon]

Being scared is the one thing that keeps me here. Maybe it's cowardice but how long have you been debating this feeling

The thought of suicide never popped into my mind until last April. I went through some family stuff that really was impossible to deal with and the thought just appeared out of nowhere that I could just take myself out of all this. So for almost a year now I've gone back and forth. I have SN and meto if I decide to go that route but the thought of a sleepy N death appeals so much more.

 

[Sullun]

Being scared is the one thing that keeps me here. Maybe it's cowardice but how long have you been debating this feeling

The only thing that truly scares me - terrifies me - is the thought of still being alive in five, three, two years time.

 

[mow]

So I'm ready to make a purchase from a well-respected supplier of N. All I have to do is send the money. I'm writing this because I'm scared, people. I'm not worried about the price, I'm scared because I'm close to actually going through with the most important decision of my life. I can't find much info on N as far as amount of time it takes from ingestion to CTB and what the process feels like. I wish we had a super extensive N section like we do for SN. Now I already have my SN but that scares the shit out of me (I'm probably just being irrational about SN because I hear so many positive things about it). It still scares me though. N scares me too but they call it the "gold standard" as far as indigestibles go, so I'm feeling that this is the way. Once I wire the money, there's no turning back. No guarantees it will even pass through customs or be legit. So many unknowns. Ugh. Why does life have to be so hard for us? I know people who are actually happy and I fucking hate them. I don't actually hate them but I hate the fact that I don't have what they have. You all have helped me so much just because you understand what it's like. I'd feel better if you could respond to this with some good news about N and stuff. I want to die so badly but I'm so scared too.

Can you message me the email to purchase n? Thx!

 

[2021forme]

Can you message me the email to purchase n? Thx!

Hello, Could you please message me the email address also? Thank you.